Ode To Vengeance

Taste of Blood.

Every morning when you wake up in your bed
You feel like someone screaming in your head
So many scenes so many pictures in your eyes
It’s fucking madness. It must be your sacrifice.

When darkness falls, you leave your room and go outside
You looking for your victim in the night
And something leading you to your desire
Your blood is boiling like a liquid fire.

And when you chose your victim of the night
You chase for her on dark and Silent Street.
She stays alone, now scream and cry – too late,
You’re talking out your axe of bloody fate.

You smiling wide you taste her death
And when you deal your final blow
You thrust your axe into her head
Again you see a glowing flow.

She trapped in corner, calls for help
But no one hears her scream in darkness
And dies so slow in agony
You look at her and you so heartless.

A glowing river in your eyes
When you are feeling that she dies
Every day you do the same
And you don’t even know their name.

It’s like a poison, like a drug
Once you killed, you never stop.
And if you look in deadly eyes
You’ll see another paradise.

Taste of blood – your greatest bliss
When you cannot hear the pulse.
Cut and kill – its biggest pleasure
Life is broken like a glass.

Song of Suicide.

This life so cruel to live so long
And all I get is only spits
Spits on my life and in my soul
I have no reason to exist.

Make a shot to my temple –
I have no another choice
Something pushing me in abyss
I can’t stand this fucking voice.

My life so useless and so sad
I don’t know what I’m looking for
My empty words and stupid steps
Life doesn’t need me anymore.

This world is pressing on me
I’m not sure that I’m right
It makes me think about it –
Think about my suicide.

I have no riches have no love
I don’t want borrow someone’s place
I’ve never smile I’m like a stone
There are no emotions on my face.

There’s no light in my eyes
I’ve lost the taste of life
It is another reason
To see a tunnel’s light.

Steel razor sliding on my skin
Or maybe tightening knot.
It can be poison or a drug
It can be just one shot.

Ode to Vengeance.

I remember the day
When I saw you first time
Your obsidian eyes
And your lips like a wine.

Stars had fell from the sky
Into shadows of trees,
At that magical place
We made our first kiss.

Night had covered us
With her linen of mist
And I felt greatest bliss
When I’ve lay on your knees

Saw the heaven and hell
Through that silver moonlight,
How you taking my ring
And becoming my bride.

But the day have become,
Of the battle for faith
And I came back alive,
But already too late.

How could heaven allow
Something happen with you
Now you lifeless and pale
And there nothing to do.

I came back to the church
And had beseech the god
That he turned back the time,
Animated your blood.

I have not heard a word
And like beast from the cage
I killed all my guard
In the passion of rage.

He doesn’t answered again
And promised to god
That I’ll Scuttle all culprits
In their rotted blood.

And I will live forever
To avenge for your death
To the god and all others
That been there, when I left.

But one day I will finish
My vengeance, and then
You’ll reborn for new life
And for different man.

I will found you my darling
But it’s not enough
You’ll remember my ring
And remember my love.

I’ll teach you live forever
And drink people’s blood
Now we’ll be together
In spite of the god.

Trap for the soul.

Doubts. Doubts possess me inside
Struggle. Grim struggle is in my mind
Fears. I can’t hide my inner fears
Hate. I hate myself for many years.

I will go. I will find mine
Take my soul. Under your sign
Now you call. I can hear you
Overall I can see you.

Bleed. Bleed for fucking lord
Scream. Feeble scream from my throat
Pray. I pray for darkest void
Stay. And God I should avoid.

We will go. We will find ours
Take our souls. Under your sign
Now you call. We can hear you
Overall we can see you.

Ode to Vengeance pt.2

I was stranger of night
Flying in the dark sky,
I passed so many streets
In search of your face.

And I found you at last,
Looked into your eyes –
I’ve remember my past,
Our blessed paradise.

I came closer to you
Felt the smell of your skin
You recognize me too
Asked: Where you have been?

Holding you in my arms
I’ve remember my pain
And just realized, that
All this not in vain.

Night will hide us from sun
In the light of the stars
We will thrust our fangs
Breaking life like a glass.

And the river of blood
That made in my rage
Settled cold in my heart
And completed my change.

End of Revenge.

Song of revenge and blood had been sung
Those who expected deliverance hanged in a fog
My ode to vengeance now already finished
I take away a pen, close last page and evanish.

I decline my tired head on my heavy hands
Nothing left in my soul, time flies like a sand.
I sit on a wet ground and inhale close musty air
Today was judgment day for me, end of despair.

I hated world around, I damned her eyes
They made me spellbound by their brightness
I lost my mind, I lost control over myself
But now it’s all over, now I free oneself.

My soul was trapped, my spirit was crashed.
No one can bring it back, torture and slash
Can not help my deserted heart to feel the pain.
Deadly calmness is inside me, no mental strain.

Thoughts about suicide tormented my soul.
I couldn’t decide my fate and my role in this world.
I rejected my God and Satan, I found my way.
But it is too late, too late for life and my stay. Here.

No matter how long I will live in this void.
No matter how long I will be bored and disappoint.
There is no past and no future, no sadness.
Here I am, and welcome to my emptiness.